rants. for you though!

gosh,

I started an eharmony account.

and boy. when I rated spirituality as important I did mean that I wanted to meet people like this:

what is the most important thing in your life:

JESUS!

what are you passionate about

JESUS

and

PRAYING!!

what activities do you enjoy:

OUTREACH and EVANGELISM

what are the 5 most important influences in your life:

JESUS

the Bible

God

the 10 Commandments

and

CHURCH!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yet!

at the same time

I don't want someone who is

how many dates is it???

oh yeah, 4 until you HAVE to sleep with me.

"If I don't get laid.. forget us being together.."

contrived and selfish peer pressure

Can't their be a middle ground? Can't their be people that live driven from within.. that just live without worry.. without so much s-t-r-i-f-e. With an understanding of the world as a whole.

Who go with the flow. Have some spontaneity. Live life with open wonder.. yet a developed and mature sense of self?

Sometimes I feel too complicated.

If I had a genre .. secular or religious.. it seems life would be so much easier, but then I would have to leave my personality and brains at the door.

Well, whoever you may be.

smart

sexy

spiritual

willing to sleep with me and doesn't believe he is going to hell if he does

willing to wait to sleep with me if I am not ready

self-assured

goal-oriented

good decision making

non black-and-white

deep relationship seeking

life enjoying

spontaneous

responsible

thought provoking

man

I hope you exist.. because I will wait for you.

and you will be intensely precious

lets say

time will tell

if I believe in you or not.

quit hanging out with the Easter bunny and Santa Claus and come find me.!!