What in the world.

What do I want?

 

Sure, I want to get married and I do want to have kids. I want to scrunch their little faces and show them love and be a nurturer. But do I want that this very moment? No way. And if someone else did it would definitely freak the hell out of me.

Its because I don't see marriage as a vehicle to kids & "not being alone".

I want a relationship where I am honest and open and 100% genuine with myself and I want to be able to grow in fearless trust, love and respect. :)

That's what I want.

And then if I get married to that person and make little tiny people with them, that would be the shit.